I'm in a little bit of a weird place right now...
I can't seem to clear my mind...
I'm worn out - mentally and emotionally.
I'm tired of hiding how I truly feel...
Many times I've thought, "I'm over it."
"Be the bigger person."
"It is what it is."
"The past is the past."
But, if I'm being honest...I'm not over it.
I don't know if I ever will be...
I'm still hurt. My trust has been shattered. My respect - lost.
How do you just "get over" something like that?
The anger I still sometimes feel burning inside is a force to be reckoned with.
Some say that I just need to forgive and forget...
I've tried - time and time again...
But, it's MUCH easier said than done.
How do you forgive someone who isn't sorry?
I just don't know... I'm not sure you can...
