This past weekend, we rang in Teddy
Bear’s 1st birthday!
His FIRST birthday... Wait.
What?!
What’s that old saying?!...
“Time flies when you’re having fun!”
Yep, that’s it!
And it has definitely proven to be
true this past year!
December 12th, a
year ago, I instantly fell in love with his tiny face.
As I
drove to pick him up that night I was excited and nervous at the same time.
Excited.
Nervous. Anxious. Ecstatic.
I
was an emotional mess!
My
thoughts were running in circles…
“Are
we making the right decision?”
“I
can’t believe he’s really mine!”
“What
if he doesn’t like me?”
“I
can’t wait to hug him and squeeze him tight!”
I got out of my car, buttoned my coat, and took a deep breath.
I got out of my car, buttoned my coat, and took a deep breath.
My heart was pounding and my hands were
clammy.
I
knocked on the door.
A
few seconds later, it opened – and I laid eyes on him for the first time!
He was snuggled in the arms of his first human momma.
He was snuggled in the arms of his first human momma.
The
momma whose calling and mission in life is to help any and all of God’s
creatures.
The
momma who had listened to my pleads and then her heart.
The
momma who was trusting me to give him a happy forever home.
She sat him down on the ground and all I remember feeling was shock.
She sat him down on the ground and all I remember feeling was shock.
He
was a fluff ball. He didn’t even look
like a puppy.
He looked
more like a living, breathing teddy bear.
(Hence
his name!)
And,
he was so tiny…
So
tiny, that I was scared I’d hurt him by squeezing him tight like I so desperately
wanted to.
He
followed her every step.
He
paid me no attention at all.
And,
he whined - a lot.
That thought, “Are we making the right decision?” popped back into my head.
I sat him in the passenger seat and started the car.
I sat him in the passenger seat and started the car.
He
began to whine and cry again.
“This
is going to be a disaster...”, I said to myself.
I
picked him up and placed him in my lap.
And,
then…it happened.
He climbed his way up my chest and nuzzled himself against my neck.
He climbed his way up my chest and nuzzled himself against my neck.
He
rested his head on my shoulder.
And,
he slept the entire drive to his new home.
All
my fears melted away.
It
was going to be okay.
When I think back on that day, I had no idea the impact that Teddy would have on my life.
When I think back on that day, I had no idea the impact that Teddy would have on my life.
He
is just the best little thing… The
cutest little thing…
And,
I could just eat him up!
Heaven
sent is what he is…
And, to me, that was reason enough and worth a big celebration!
And, to me, that was reason enough and worth a big celebration!
So
celebrate, we did – by hosting a Christmas Paw-ty!
Get
it?! I got the idea from Pinterest!
We had cake, punch, and Santa's HoHoHo Juice!
Christmas music played in the background!
Teddy dressed for the occasion by wearing a red bow tie around his neck!
However, he put his foot down about wearing the birthday hat!
Party pooper!!!
And, much to his surprise, guests arrived with presents and treats!
I know to some it probably seems silly…
We had cake, punch, and Santa's HoHoHo Juice!
Christmas music played in the background!
Teddy dressed for the occasion by wearing a red bow tie around his neck!
However, he put his foot down about wearing the birthday hat!
Party pooper!!!
And, much to his surprise, guests arrived with presents and treats!
I know to some it probably seems silly…
And before
the eye rolls and giggles start…allow me to try and explain.
I just want Teddy’s little life to be the best thing ever.
I just want Teddy’s little life to be the best thing ever.
I
know he won’t be here with us forever.
It’s
something I shed tears over on a fairly regular basis.
It
really is the cruelest joke of all that man’s best friend doesn’t live nearly
as long as man…
But, as long as he is here – which I hope and pray is many, many more years...
But, as long as he is here – which I hope and pray is many, many more years...
I am
going to love and spoil the you know what out of him!
And,
what kind of momma would I be if I didn’t acknowledge her child’s first
birthday?!
Yes,
I know he isn’t a real child…
But,
he’s our child and that’s exactly how we treat him!
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